23.1.13

soulmates


For the past few months, I always use public transportation. It has its own upsides and downsides. Upsides: I don't have to drive on my own, I can sleep, I won't get lost, etc. Downsides: I have to spend a lot of money to pay for the fees, I can't avoid traffic jam because it's the transportation's route, I can be late, etc. So I have a love and hate relationship with the public transportation. Sometimes I wish I had my own motorcycle at least, but at the same time it's much better to use public transportation.
When I'm inside public transportation, I always have this thought: what if one of these many people inside the car is actually the one I'm going to spend the rest of my life with? We wouldn't know for sure. Soulmates - or the person we're destined to be with - can be anyone. It can be your boss, your neighbour, your best friend, your security guard, or even the driver of the public transportation.
What if my soulmate was sitting right beside me yesterday on our way home? What if he was the one I bumped into in the mall last month? What if he was actually my own friend whom I haven't met in years? Like I said before, we wouldn't know.
But people say that soulmates won't go anywhere. Because we're destined to be with them, they're going to return to us one of these days.
This is so very random, but it just came to me yesterday. And I just needed to let it all out.

7.1.13

creativity

This afternoon, I felt so creative that I immediately thought of writing something in this blog. But the creativity just vanished all of the sudden, so my mind is now empty of creative things

Anyway I don't know if I should be happy or not, to be honest. Staying here longer might be good for me. I have no idea. One thing for sure: even if I might not accept things willingly, things that will happen and have happened are the best that can and will ever happen in my life

Man, I don't know what I just wrote. I guess having been in my hometown for the past few months plays a part in my weird choice of English words :S